Probably not what you may have expected but I believe that I solved the
problem that has for so long kept me most crazy. When I got religion and
my village rejected me for it I had to lock them off so that they could
not reach me. They locked me out first sure, but that forced my
reaction, which was equal to theirs.
The answer is transcendent.
There is barely any difference between faith and no faith and between
wicked and righteous, so little as a wisp of thought. Experimenting with
this today, my being The World's Top Zion Scientist, I unlocked now by
this discovery what I had for so many years locked off. It was an
extreme prejudice. It was a hunkered down against the world resentment
and maybe even hatred if I dare say. I must name it crazy though because
it caused dysfunction in me. I feel the cocoon peeling off from around
me.
I will give peace a chance. Perhaps others can experiment
with the notion that even your worst self is only a quaver aside from
your best you. So little as to not be distinct though we imagine the
rift is vast and beyond reach especially when projecting this against
others. Yet, wonderfully, it is not enough difference to matter in
truth. No reason to react or hate or fail to love and expect less than
the best for yourself and others.
I feel much better and less
hamstrung from pursuing my passions with greater faith among the people.
Yeah, I have been holding back and I think that I have held back
considerably, not believing in people and accepting that it is a forgone
impossibility for people to change. Interesting.
The proof of
the experiment was to purposefully move from an evil mind to a righteous
mind. I did this early today after a boss pissed me off. I noticed my
foul mind and with intent changed it instantly taking note of the values
and distance and means that made for the change. It was nothing more
than a desire followed to fruition. A thought. No distance. No change in
my own personal worth. Transcendental management. Oh boy. The evil had
no value at all. And we must conclude that the good we value so highly
is really not all that much either. This makes for a pride killing
realization and good on it.
We perhaps but at lease I have
labored under the duress that we must suffer evil's full weight until
some satisfaction is reached. Stupid thinks me now. I can love better so
suddenly.
Please now will everyone tell me how obvious this is
and how crazy I have been to ball up and protect my faith like it was so
precious and the only one fearing others actually had power to threaten
it. I am free!
Some charge God foolishly blaming him for all the
evil in the world. If the difference between good and evil is no more
than a slight mental shift, a quaver in the vibration of our lives, then
evil is as much a fact of what and who we are as is good. This fact
insists that we manage ourselves and wisely create great joy or allow
misery and sadness. Satan does not make us evil. Just as God will
encourage and enhance the good the powers of darkness will encourage
what makes us crazy. Dang! That was a long haul through the night.
The power to choose is ours regardless. The wisdom to keep clean in a firmness of mental intent is priceless.
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