How Gays Became Such

How Gays Became Such

Blogger: James Q. Muir

 
I would not mention this if not for a singular event which manifested at my door the same day that the last LDS president died. I would like you all to know that my Apostolic Seniority Date predates that of President What's A Who's It, by almost five years, that being June of 1979. No one seems to know much about the truth. Oh, "How arrogant," you say? Well, hold on to your hearts folks. You can say what you will, but first, just take a moment to consider what I am about to say.

I will take you back near the beginning, to that moment when Satan and his hosts rejected the plan of salvation. Why did they do that? What was coming that had them rebel? It is given that Satan wanted to exalt himself above the stars of God and be like unto the Most High. This required that he keep a fullness of his intelligence. The next estate required sexual assignment. That is why he refused. To be sexually assigned requires one to let go of that portion of his intelligence better suited to his opposite. Okay, so you have to wonder why that must be so. Can we not keep all that we are and move on? I'll get back to that in a moment.

To get into the First Estate we had to be called out from the Light of Truth and appointed independent existence by the commanding word of God the Eternal Father. But consider this, that we had to LET GO of the Light of Truth to come out to begin with. It has been said by the Lord that intelligence is eternal and cannot be created nor made. The Eternal Father is calling us into our First Estate, into independence spheres of existence. I suggest that we gave up a great deal of power to leave the Light of Truth. And it must have taken great courage and faith on our part, as it is not in Gods economy to force us out.  You can find a reference to this in Doctrine and Covenants Section 93. We were all appointed to the independent sphere of human. And so were all things made independent appointed their own spheres, severally, according to the will of God. By the Word of his power alone all creation was given an independent sphere of existence by our Great Creator. And furthermore it was all three of the Godhead who in concert performed this act. They each are and can be called the Eternal Father, or The Father of Lights. Because light is what we still were. There were no bodies in which to dwell, only independent spheres of light according to the appointment of our God. Sometimes these spheres of light manifest even in this world as what many want to believe to be UFOs. They can really move. And together they can matrix great deceptions. (I digress)

As independent intelligence there was nothing male nor female about us. Sexuality would be assigned when spirit bodies were provided by an exalted couple who have the continuation of the seeds both in the world and out of the world. You may profit to note in creation scripture that there are two times Adam and Eve were commanded to multiply and replenish what was called the earth in both the spiritual and physical worlds. Having first exhausted all possible conception in the Spirit World is why Eve needed to have her conceptions multiplied after the fall. And further why those new conceptions were no more spiritual but became physical. From exaltation to exaltation, the continuation of the seeds is what those who are 'called' gods do. And because they do continue both in the world and out of the world they are like unto God who also continues on his One Eternal Round; as Jesus told the Jews in John Chapter 6, 'what and if you shall see the son of man ascend up to where he was before,' meaning: sitting upon the very throne of his power. As this earth will be Christ's when the city of God is brought here, as recorded in John's Book of Revelation. That mystery is a story to be unfolded another day.

Certainly many members and leaders of the LDS community have some notions about the pre-existence. My understanding has been more comprehensive over thirty years after my earnest and full time study and research from 1979 to 1984. I was found nearly every day in the LDS Church Historical Library.  That was given me to do at great cost to me personally, as there were none to help. My apostleship was not made known to the leadership of the LDS Church. I was called and SENT by the commanding voice of God and not of men. There was a great work appointed unto me for the welfare of much of these United States of America, as I was led to live and work in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania in March of 1979. Power was put upon me and I made good use of it when the time came.

Getting back to the point of this effort; Satan refused to be made less by taking upon himself a sexually assigned spirit body. WHY? Because it was the will of God that we deny some degree of our intelligence and forsake it at heart, SO THAT WE MIGHT BE ATTRACTED TO THE OPPOSITE SEX. To become one with the opposite sex we had to create a need and make room for that union. This sacrifice was required to actually invent as it were, or create the possibility of LOVE. We would be attracted to the opposite sex instinctively feeling the desire to embrace what we gave up. How cool is that?

Satan knew that he could never vie God, to be like him, if he were made less. God is NOT a sexual being. He does all things by the word of his power. The Godhead is presented as male even though they expresses both male and female attributes relative to the different stations of their Eternal Round of a course. As the Christ the female is more expressed in the suffering and sacrifice of giving all to the will of the Father and thereby make possible the conception of  the children of God in the born again gospel of a new heart from God. This presently is beside the point being made here. But just so you get some idea of it all.

You wonder then how is it God is Love is he is never lessened and made to crave being complete. Of course he is incomplete from all he allows to go out into independence. All that is separated from the Light of Truth comes out from him. It is one great whole. And God yearns for a perfect union in all that is created and given independence. Not just with those made in his image and likeness, but with all that is. And who can comprehend the felicity of God embracing all of his creation that he has drawn out as a whole to manifest his glory?

So here is the point towards why gay people happen. At heart they refused to give up that degree of intelligence required to align themselves as male or female once born by the continuation of the seeds into their Second Estate. Does the attitude to resist manifest in a resentment towards the opposite sex? Does a predisposition come through from one estate to the next? Is there a forgetting in being born into a Second Estate? Does anyone assimilate their assigned sexuality perfectly? I do not know. And yet  the proof in the gay pudding is how shallow their capacity to love actually is.  They do not bond well. Relationships barely last. Bonds between men and women have less and less to boast. The world is winding down too fast.

Back in the First Estate, a full one third of all the human hosts of independent beings called out of the  Light of Truth refused what God commanded. It is no wonder that so many others kept the same disposition into their Second Estate. It translates as well into how weak even male/female bonds can be. Like, nobody is perfect.

And now consider how few in this life will obey God and lay down their life in THIS world as commanded in the gospel of Jesus Christ. Thus are we commanded that we might be conceived the children of God and given a new creation and heart from God. By all three of the Great God we become the sons and daughters of the Highest, by the will of the Father and in the name of Jesus Christ and by the power of the Holy Ghost. Having an eternal connection with God through the gifts and powers of the Holy Ghost. We are bonded again with God. And to make room for a greater desire to bond with God our soul must forsake the things of this world. Interesting mechanics at work here.

Gays in the Church would be a moot point if the commandments were adhered to and one was required to lay down their life in this world to take up a new creation in the gospel of Jesus Christ. But since money grubbing sycophancy is the rule of the present LDS leadership they have corrupted the purposes of God, forcing Zion out from any and all possibility, accepting excellence and the abundance of Babylon for the sake of greed and to honor themselves in the eyes of all the people,  defying the Lord who commanded them.

Is there no hope then for crossed souls who came into this life confused and at odds with eternal purposes? God forbid.  We are allowed our weakness that we might be  humbled, and his grace is sufficient for all who come into this world. Come unto Christ and take his name upon you with full purpose of heart, letting go of the Natural Man and see what God may do. But this act of being truly born of God is so rare among all the children of men that few ever do so repent, as if none seek God. And given the day of our present age that justifies an act of self-identification as a protected right it does not hold out any great hope that we shall ever see anyone once gay become a true saint, having been wrought upon and cleansed and made a new gospel creature. Would love to see it though.

Nobody has to agree with any of this. It is the best truth I can presently muster in this regard. I could not care less if this assists the LDS community. I put it out there for gay folks to consider a broader aspect of how things happen. God did not make anyone gay. Neither did he make Satan and his hosts devils. But what is possible does happen. See you to that.

Our God Is A Rock

The church and gospel of Jesus Christ is the will of the Father. Jesus came to fulfill the will of the Father, to make the gospel possible. Jesus commanded that we take his name upon us that we might receive from the Father his promise of the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost.
When we are wrought upon and cleansed and made a new creature of the Holy Ghost it is the power of the Father that we come to know. God is proven true. Jesus predicted the promised outcome of faith, and the fulfillment of that prediction is pure science, just as you might expect from the Infinite Creator of the Universe.
Jesus came that we might know the Father, even God the greatest of all. We partake of the flesh and blood of Jesus after praying to the Father that we might be justified to continue in the Spirit of Jesus, which is to do the will of the Father.
The Rock Jesus built his church upon is the works of the Father and not upon flesh and blood. Not upon Apostles, Prophets, Popes or vain ministers who refuse to teach you how to take upon you the name of Jesus Christ so that the will of the Father is done. If the Father has not accomplished his work upon you then you are not part of Christ’s Church. Zion will be forever kept from you.
There are prophets and apostle but that foundation is laid upon a rock and that Rock is our God. Those who obey the commandments of Jesus Christ become his true saints.
Scriptures:
Deuteronomy 32: 4, 15, 18, 37 4 He is the Rock, his work is perfect: for all his ways are judgment: a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is he. 15 ¶ But Jeshurun waxed fat, and kicked: thou art waxen fat, thou art grown thick, thou art covered with fatness; then he forsook God which made him, and lightly esteemed the Rock of his salvation. 18 Of the Rock that begat thee thou art unmindful, and hast forgotten God that formed thee. 37 And he shall say, Where are their gods, their rock in whom they trusted,
2 Sam. 22: 3, 32, 47 3 The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high cower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence. 32 For who is God, save the Lord? and who is a rock, save our God? 47 The Lord liveth; and blessed be my rock; and exalted be the God of the crock of my salvation.
1 Sam. 2: 2 2 There is none holy as the Lord: for there is none beside thee: neither is there any rock like our God.
2 Sam. 23: 3 3 The God of Israel said, the Rock of Israel spake to me, He that ruleth over men must be just, ruling in the fear of God.
2 Sam. 22: 3, 32, 47 3 The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high cower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence. 32 For who is God, save the Lord? and who is a rock, save our God? 47 The Lord liveth; and blessed be my rock; and exalted be the God of the crock of my salvation.
Psalms 18: 2, 31, 46 2 The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. 31 For who is God save the Lord? or who is a rock save our God? 46 The Lord liveth; and blessed be my brock; and let the God of my salvation be exalted.
Psalms 42: 9 9 I will say unto God my rock, Why hast thou forgotten me? why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
Psalms 62: 7 7 In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God.
Psalms 78: 35 35 And they remembered that God was their rock, and the high God their redeemer.
Psalms 89: 26 26 He shall cry unto me, Thou art my father, my God, and the rock of my salvation.
Psalms 94: 22 22 But the Lord is my defence; and my God is the rock of my refuge.
Isaiah 17: 10 10 Because thou hast forgotten the God of thy salvation, and hast not been mindful of the rock of thy strength, therefore shalt thou plant pleasant plants, and shalt set it with strange slips:
2 Nephi 4: 30, 35 30 Rejoice, O my heart, and cry unto the Lord, and say: O Lord, I will praise thee forever; yea, my soul will rejoice in thee, my God, and the brock of my salvation. 35 Yea, I know that God will give liberally to him that asketh. Yea, my God will give me, if I ask not amiss; therefore I will lift up my voice unto thee; yea, I will cry unto thee, my God, the rock of my righteousness. Behold, my voice shall forever ascend up unto thee, my rock and mine everlasting God. Amen.
1 Nephi15: 15 15 And then at that day will they not rejoice and give praise unto their everlasting God, their rock and their salvation? Yea, at that day, will they not receive the strength and nourishment from the true vine? Yea, will they not come unto the true fold of God?
2 Nephi 9: 45 45 O, my beloved brethren, turn away from your sins; shake off the chains of him that would bind you fast; come unto that God who is the rock of your salvation.
Helaman 5: 12 12 And now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty storm shall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are built, which is a sure foundation, a foundation whereon if men build they cannot fall.
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Jesus Christ is the Redeemer, but the Rock is our Father and our God. In the following scripture we see that Jesus is one with the Father and the Holy Ghost. The important thing to keep in mind is that the gospel of Jesus Christ is between us and God and the outer church.
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2 Nephi 4: 34 34 O Lord, I have trusted in thee, and I will trust in thee forever. I will not put my trust in the arm of flesh; for I know that cursed is he that putteth his trust in the arm of flesh. Yea, cursed is he that putteth his trust in man or maketh flesh his arm.
3 Nephi 11 36 And thus will the Father bear record of me, and the Holy Ghost will bear record unto him of the Father and me; for the Father, and I, and the Holy Ghost are bone. 37 And again I say unto you, ye must repent, and become as a little child, and be baptized in my name, or ye can in nowise receive these things. 38 And again I say unto you, ye must repent, and be baptized in my name, and become as a little child, or ye can in nowise inherit the kingdom of God. 39 Verily, verily, I say unto you, that this is my doctrine, and whoso buildeth upon this buildeth upon my rock, and the gates of hell shall not prevail against them. 40 And whoso shall declare more or less than this, and establish it for my doctrine, the same cometh of evil, and is not built upon my rock; but he buildeth upon a sandy foundation, and the gates of hell stand open to receive such when the floods come and the winds beat upon them.
D&C 6 34 Therefore, fear not, little flock; do good; let earth and hell combine against you, for if ye are built upon my rock, they cannot prevail.
D&C 11 16 Wait a little longer, until you shall have my word, my rock, my church, and my gospel, that you may know of a surety my doctrine. 24 Build upon my rock, which is my gospel;
D&C 18 4 For in them are all things written concerning the foundation of my church, my gospel, and my rock. 5 Wherefore, if you shall build up my church, upon the foundation of my gospel and my rock, the gates of hell shall not prevail against you.
D&C 50 42 And none of them that my Father hath given me shall be lost. 43 And the Father and I are one. I am in the Father and the Father in me; and inasmuch as ye have received me, ye are in me and I in you. 44 Wherefore, I am in your midst, and I am the good shepherd, and the stone of Israel. He that buildeth upon this rock shall never fall. 45 And the day cometh that you shall hear my voice and see me, and know that I am. 46 Watch, therefore, that ye may be ready. Even so. Amen.

Why Mormons Will Never Get Zion

I wrote this to a friend on a Mormon chat group who lost faith in God after many years of attempting to defend the Church. I have only added a word or two here and there. What gags me is how pathetic it is to accuse God foolishly. Mormons are raised in compound condemnation. They break the commandments of Jesus Christ every week by administering the sacrament to anyone trampling upon what the Father commanded Jesus to make clear to the Nephites/Lamanites.

3 Nephi 18 26 And now it came to pass that when Jesus had spoken these words, he turned his eyes again upon the Disciples whom he had chosen, and said unto them: 27 Behold verily, verily, I say unto you, I give unto you another commandment, and then I must go unto my Father that I may fulfil bother commandments which he hath given me. 28 And now behold, this is the commandment which I give unto you, that ye shall not suffer any one knowingly to partake of my flesh and blood unworthily, when ye shall minister it; 29 For whoso eateth and drinketh my flesh and blood unworthily eateth and drinketh damnation to his soul; therefore if ye know that a man is unworthy to eat and drink of my flesh and blood ye shall forbid him. 30 Nevertheless, ye shall not cast him out from among you, but ye shall minister unto him and shall pray for him unto the Father, in my name; and if it so be that he repenteth and is baptized in my name, then shall ye receive him, and shall minister unto him of my flesh and blood. 31 But if he repent not he shall not be numbered among my people, that he may not destroy my people, for behold I know my sheep, and they are numbered. 32 Nevertheless, ye shall not cast him out of your synagogues, or your places of worship, for unto such shall ye continue to minister; for ye know not but what they will return and repent, and come unto me with full purpose of heart, and I shall heal them; and ye shall be the means of bringing salvation unto them. 33 Therefore, keep these sayings which I have commanded you that ye come not under condemnation; for wo unto him whom the Father condemneth.

Then Jesus made certain that the Mormons realized that they were in this very situation early on by September of 1832.

D&C 84 54 And your minds in times past have been darkened because of unbelief, and because you have treated lightly the things you have received— 55 Which vanity and unbelief have brought the whole church under condemnation. 56 And this condemnation resteth upon the children of aZion, even all. 57 And they shall remain under this condemnation until they repent and remember the new covenant, even the Book of Mormon and the former commandments which I have given them, not only to say, but to ddo according to that which I have written— 58 That they may bring forth fruit meet for their Father’s kingdom; otherwise there remaineth a scourge and judgment to be poured out upon the children of Zion. 59 For shall the children of the kingdom pollute my holy land? Verily, I say unto you, Nay.

And this partaking of the sacrament having never received the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost is only the first offense.... 1. Being ordained to the priesthood 2. Holding high callings 3. Temple endowments 4. Holding the highest callings All these offenses and the like cause DARKNESS of mind........loss of faith.....cluelessness about scripture and the REAL gospel. And it stews until:

3 Ne. 16: 10 10 And thus commandeth the Father that I should say unto you: At that day when the Gentiles shall sin against my gospel, and shall reject the fulness of my gospel, and shall be lifted up in the pride of their hearts above all nations, and above all the people of the whole earth, and shall be filled with all manner of lyings, and of deceits, and of mischiefs, and all manner of hypocrisy, and murders, and priestcrafts, and whoredoms, and of secret abominations; and if they shall do all those things, and shall reject the fulness of my gospel, behold, saith the Father, I will bring the fulness of my gospel from among them.

The claims of God fail to pan out eh? Pal, you never gave God one pinch of a chance to prove himself to you. You allowed yourself to be mislead all your life and vaunted up in the vanity of your ego to teach what you knew not. Now the world has power over you to shame you. Repent and do the first works. Prove God by obeying what he commands first and see if he able to fulfill what he promised. What did Jesus coach the Jews about for forty days and then leave them to do it? To obtain the Promise of the Father which IS the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost. ACTS CHAPTER ONE. I have worn out my life preaching this gospel to the deaf, dumb and blind Mormons. None gave the slightest damn about it. WHY? Because they were past feeling knee deep in condemnation and damnation and fully dark in their academic excellence. End. I am serious about the rejection of the gospel by the LDS Church, whom Jesus referred to as the Gentiles. Forty-seven years long they have trample upon my witness as if it counted for nothing. I have yet to encounter the smallest sort of argument. This is cowardice and like all bullies they delight to cause me to suffer for their sins. It has not been pleasant.

Know How To Come Unto Christ And Be Saved.

Some say you got it right if miracles are happening and angels visit and you see Christ and you are fed up with LDS hypocrisy and especially the spiritually dead LDS leadership. So they shout down the status quo with their new arrogance. The Denver Snuffer remake of holier than thousism is simply unaware of their great error. Why? Because they are the same ol' hypocrisy that they decry where the natural man SAYS but will not DO according to that which is written. So they reach beyond the mark to miracles and angels and seeing Christ.....oh, sure you do.

Here it one and all. There is only one gospel and it is not done right by picking the fruits thereof. That is a slight of hand priestcraft silliness of heart seeking to fool people and flatter the joiners as if by accepting a supposed NEW look at hypocrisy it is now the new righteousness. The working of the gospel formula commanded by Jesus Christ of all who would come unto him agreeably to his call is simple and well spoken of in all scripture. The problem is nobody will do it. They use all manner of smoke and mirrors to distort perceptions and come off righteous when they are not.

I have testified of the plain gospel over forty years and have sadly noted people just do not care. But here it is again made plain that none need error. No man can come unto Christ RIGHT unless the Father draws him. So find that drawing of the Father and follow it. Desire it will all your heart that it may be given you. Do not presume your own agenda. You will know that you are being drawn to come unto Christ when:

1. You forsake the world seeking a connection with a higher power.
2. You take NO thought for your life while seeking the kingdom of God and his righteousness.
3. You continue with one accord to subject your whole soul, heart, might, mind and strength to take upon you the name of Jesus Christ with full purpose of heart. Meaning the quest is planted deep in your heart and it is in all your thoughts all the day long.
4. You repent of all your littleness of heart tied to your lusts of this world.
5. Proving your determination to take upon you the name of Jesus Christ the covenant will come into your mind to accept in the varied depths of humility. Agree and accept the name of Christ put upon you in this covenant put to you by the Spirit. The gospel is being administered to you by God who is about to conceive you his own seed. You must agree to this change coming upon you by faith in Christ's redemption and salvation and sanctification.
6. You are visited with fire and the baptism of the Holy Ghost which manifests the Father and his Almighty power to change you and make of you a new creature subject to his kingdom and in the name of Jesus Christ.
7.You will live and move and have your being ever after in the kingdom of God. You will testify of Christ and rejoice in your salvation continually. You will own gifts and abilities suddenly put upon you and revelations will be teaching you of the Father day to day.

Exceptional experiences when this event is compressed into a moment's time is recorded in scripture and can happen. But these days are more complex and purposefully crowded with overlaying conflicts of our day and age blocking a pure faith and a striving is more usual for coming unto Christ and distilling your soul to purify your faith and intent.

If this is not your experience then you are not Christ's and have no lot nor part in the kingdom of God and the gates of Zion shall be shut before you. If the minister of your present gospel is not seeking to bring you unto Christ as the scriptures command and show, well, you know what that means.

Women Already Have More Power With God Than Men Ever Will

We know from temple endowments women hold priesthood without ordination. How so? By their being women in the first place. The answer is obvious.  It is a preset inherent part and parcel of being a women. God creates by the word of his power. Women have it within themselves to create and bring forth life. God enlightens our minds by the power of his Spirit and mothers nurture children to grow up without sin unto salvation. Without that sort of administration by a committed and purposeful motherhood there could never be a thousand years of peace.

Seems women have been juked out of position and psyched out by the jealousy and envy of men. A Reformation of the priestly duties of women to nurture true saints of the Most High God is incumbent upon the mothers of Zion. Well, there is no Zion, right? And neither indeed can there ever be until women magnify their calling and office in rearing godly children. Not excellence but righeousness.

It was given that men rule over women. Yeah, okay. So? Let them organize themselves to kingdom come and rule over all things to hell and back. Until they lead by example to show women how to exercise the rights and duties of mothers to raise up a righteous generation the world shall be forever doomed. Men must prove themselves worthy by valiance in obtaining and keeping the gospel covenant before they should rightly obtain a priesthood in righteousness. Women do not have to qualify a fig. But it would be lovely and wonderful if women suddenly rounded off their faith to bear off the kingdom of God triumphant. Men are not cutting it. Not by a long sight. Repent being a Gentile seeking the things of this world. Become the children of Abraham in the gospel promise of the Father and regeneration by power. A women with the gift and power of the Holy Ghost. Wow!

If the men start freaking out about the repentance of their women and excommunicate them fine, let them sin against the gospel and move on. What have they got so precious but the envy of those who want what they got. Huh? The kingdom is within you. That is where it will be found. Not out there somewhere but from when the still small voice draws you to come unto Christ and become his child by repentance and taking his name upon you with full purpose of heart. Forsaking the world. Can you?

I plead with women everywhere to honor the power within that you know is your duty and right. Hold forth in valiance regardless of how weak and imbecilic men have become, without faith nor knowledge sufficient to rightly order the Kingdom of God upon the earth. Men of callings have not taught the gospel of Christ unto salvation in any generation since the Restoration. It has not yet been found.  Joseph only hinted to it and never bore down upon the people a testimony that the Gentiles were ready to hear.

The Gospel of Zion is found in all scripture. That does not mean anyone is paying the slightest attention or skillfully learning how to apply it and obtain the promise of the Father in the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost. It is not happening. Zion is not happening. All is lost. Eh? Women do not baptize with water. But in coaching little ones to seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, before all other considerations of life, women lead a generation to the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost. Tell me which is greater?

Let the women lead out to Zion. Please. Somebody! Get the gospel correctly with power for yourself and see to it that every child grows up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord. There is no reason or promise as to why the Lord would protect and guard a people doing less. Some over-anxious groups are led by some claiming more than the gospel, but not teaching the gospel. Yeah, that makes sense.

Oh, yeah, I forgot. The LDS have lost the key of knowledge as to how to seek the kingdom of God and his righteousness. It truly has yet to be attempted in our time. Everything in the world since the Restoration has been built up by the world to defeat the real gospel from ever taking hold. The tares have overcome the wheat. Until you get to the other side of things in this regard you have no idea how seriously the world hinders the power of the gospel from taking hold in the hearts of true saints. Silly me. So, I suppose I might write you a book: The Gospel of Zion for Dummies. If I do are you just going to ignore it?

Mormons rise up when the Prophet enters a room. But all men rise up when a lady enters a room.
Think about it. Why is apostasy always referred to as a whoredom? Because the women failed that generation. Better if great leaders could council women on their spiritual duties.  But if they don't, won't, and can't. What? God creates and nurtures. What is more godly than that?  A seat on a committee? Godly women do not need an ordinance to bless a child they brought forth to life.  Hello!

My Testimony of The Gospel of Jesus Christ

I was raised LDS in a great ward that I truly appreciated, and bonded to as the members gave me the only validation available to me, since both my parents made no bones about their contempt for my existence. I truly suckled all the kindness possible from the eyes of my substitute fathers and mothers in that home ward in my earliest days. The wisdom in me to save my vulnerable soul in such a sly way must have been my first gift of God. I did the same with all my friend's moms. And they all knew something was up but never refused me the kind look I needed to see.

Something changed by my teen years. The ward became unwelcoming and accepting when I stopped attending. Because my companion called and asked me to go I still did home teaching with him.  I never refused to say prayers as a home teacher or with the family at dinner time. For whatever reason my senior companion stopped calling. He nor anyone from my ward ever in two years attempted to contact me or ask me what's up.

The two years or more that I was inactive were important as during all that time I refrained by default from partaking of the sacrament. Hence I was not partaking unworthily and the condemnation of the Father was lessened upon me, such, that what needed to happen soon in my life was made possible. This is a snare for hypocrisy. The gospel is not done right in disobedience. Of course I did not realize the significance of this at the time.

This very point is why Mormons who attempt to come unto Christ fail miserably. They are under condemnation already, while thinking they are faithful in keeping the commandments they thoughtlessly partake of the sacrament administered by an unwise leadership who do not themselves know how to discern between clean and unclean. Never judging as commanded between those whose names are to be taken and those who need to yet repent. The same with allowing all to enter the temple unworthily. None are taught how to become clean before the Lord. Arrogance and pride rule in their hearts trampling upon the Holy One of Israel, showing only contempt for his commandments. This is apostasy and the rule of the world.

Any kid who knows both parents hate him is dysfunctional on at least a few levels. I managed to sing and play bass guitar in a couple great bands back in the day. But at the same time those parts of me that failed seemed to matter most.

Growing up LDS I believed in God without any doubts, but could not imagine that I mattered in the least. I relegated my expectations to a terrestrial glory. Yeah, I remember thinking that. In an effort to find myself I left home immediately upon graduation from High School in 1969.

I lived briefly with Hippies in Boulder Colorado but could not indulge in their culture. When I made a decision to forsake them it was like forsaking my hope that the world at large had the answer for me. I barely noticed but the slightest spiritual confirmation inside me manifested a feeling of being loved as I walked away from those people and that truly amazed me. I thought myself utterly unworthy of God's love, because, if he loved me, I did not deserve being hated by my parents, and I had to protect them against fault, so I could love them regardless, just so love existed somehow. What a kid. I never stopped trying to get my parents to care. My most frustrating dysfunction was not accepting being loved especially by those I loved.  I could not relate to it and that was my biggest problem. This had to be fixed.

Within six months time while living alone in Los Angeles and  finally taking a month from ALL other considerations, I was drawn to come unto Christ with full purpose of heart. This was between me and God only. I was alone without any contact with the Church.  I walked every day down to the Santa Monica beach and back. Usually passing by the LA temple. It was about a sixteen mile round trip. All day each day I had only one thought in mind and that was seeking to earnestly repent and make myself acceptable to God.

With no expectation of it I was one night visited of God. That event manifests God's reality by the experience of an Almighty power that falls upon you, like from out of the blue, having no thought about it when it hits. It is the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost.  Interestingly enough I realized after praying just before this occurred that I had repented in the depths of humility with my whole soul and there was no more I could do.

This ratification of the gospel when done right makes you a new creature. Suddenly what was a weakness becomes a strength what was doubt or ignorance becomes a perfect knowledge. Having been made purposefully weak in so many was growing up the absolute contrast from that reality to the overall strength of heart, might and mind galvanized my soul beyond all question in proving God is true and will fulfill his promises. You are not given to know all about God, except that he is, and you have rights with him from then on. This is being raised to a state of righteousness. Rights with God. You have entered into his kingdom. God is now your teacher. There is no faking this. And God is a great teacher and patient and at times may knock you down to consider your ways.

That is my foundation. It is the rock of Christ. And it has stood the test of unbelievable persecution from everyone Mormon, my family, friends and church leaders. All were put off at my teaching this standard ever since. And throughout the last 44 years I have been added upon much much more than my fellows, as if peerless in my time. Not that I like it that way. Seems to be so anyway.

If in all the years since had I ever so much as heard one other teach this gospel, which is the only gospel found in scripture, then I could suppose that there are more. I have not  heard so much as a peep from any quarter about the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost honestly consistent with what scripture commands. The gospel of Christ is taken lightly by all churches not wanting to judge in the matter.  Ministers excuse people from it rather than insist upon it to honor the Lord. They do not know because they did not do it themselves. When it is done right by more than one individual a Zion must come of it when gathered together. There is no Zion.

I am saying that you can believe the promises of scripture exactly as they are given. You can come unto Christ with full purpose of heart and repent to take his name upon you acting no hypocrisy and taking no thought for your life while you seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness. God will fulfill his promise if you seek it with all your heart, might, mind and strength.

Children are not taught to grow up without sin unto salvation. You did not get this when your ordinances were performed at the age of eight. There is no power manifested in the least to demonstrate otherwise. Neither do you get this degree of righteousness accepting Jesus as your personal Savior even when you surrender your all to him after the imagination of your own heart. It is not what you do, even after all you can do. It remains upon God the Father to fulfill his promise. There is no power until God is moved. What you choose to do or are invited to do at the behest of a minister is of no worth if God is not moved to fulfill his promise. The vanity of man does not work the righteousness of God.

Without knowing beforehand I was led to accomplish the gospel precisely right. I have seen the kingdom in scripture and it is only brought forth after the same manner. If you think you have tried and failed I am telling you something was amiss. I never thought for a second that I deserved it for any reason. I withheld nothing. Without a coach or minister I was brought to repent exactly right.

I was cut out of the mountain of the apostate world without hands. I have never ceased but to smite against the apostate Babylon that tramples upon the Holy One of Israel. This they do by manifold counterfeit gospels that each fail to bring forth fruit meet for the Father's kingdom and the Zion of his Christ. That fruit is the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost, whereby you are made the children of Christ and truly born of God, and given entrance and rights to the kingdom of God and made clean.

And of such God never neglects or leaves them to another. All these are taught of God. They are given line upon line and precept upon precept as they live and move and have their being in Christ, remembering him and thinking upon him without ceasing.

Darwin Only Poved Satan Was Real

Toss out a line with a really big lie on it and Satan's gonna be all over it. Up from his murky depths he took the bait and made hay while the sun shined. But the time is fast approaching when the devil must pull the ol' switcherooney . Science has proven God. Where are the headlines? This is old news among top scientists. They finally have done the math and them figures do not lie. Existence is impossible without an Eternal Organizer in command. The slightest variation in some 20 Cosmological Constants and life as we know it could not happen. And the truth hardly ends there. The Golden Ratio is found throughout creation as if it were the seal of God's handiwork.

Darwin was immediately proven wrong by the best minds of his day. Both, Luis Pasteur, who  advance germ theory and, Gregor Mendel, who discovered genes, made strides which should have defeated the seduction of evolution in the minds of the learned people of the day. Satan manifested his power which men had already taken to heart. Abraham Lincoln, who publicly anguished how both sides of the Civil War prayed to the same God was given to love Darwin's work and the psychological hold of an alternative to God was like shot out of a cannon breaking down the wall of piety that kept absolute selfishness at bay. Who will refuse confessing that self interest has ruled since?

The doubts Darwin himself had all were proven true. Every advance in science since Darwin has only proven that he was absolutely wrong. And that all the more by those striving to prove him right. Still the worm of his lie grew in the minds and hearts of academia. It is that very persistence which proves Satan's existence. This insane attachment to the lie of evolution with blind allegiance for the advancement of god-hate, seeing it only now for what it was by a rational looking back, a strong malevolent spirit of darkness rules the world.

We might excuse Darwin himself as the sophistication of Science in his day was drab indeed. But there has been no excuse for the disciplined minds of the past hundred and fifty years. Shame on them all without exception and worldwide. Okay, they were compartmentalized with their blinder on, but come on. It is heartening to see the very top scientists renouncing atheism and admitting the logical necessity of God's existence. This does not bode well for our times however. Satan will only enhance his power and that suddenly and shockingly as he will not go softly back into the night.

Thanks to these Muslims for putting together a great documentary:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZS1x-6al2pE